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Yesterday was my last day of work at my old job. I feel weird about it? I mean, this was my first post-school job. Still excited to be leaving. Just... CHANGE IS SCARY. I knew that job! I was good at it! And I've been so freaked out by moving that I haven't even started to worry about New Job and what I'm going to have to do. But I'll have two coworkers guiding me. So that will be okay. And we're past the very start of term? idk. WHAT IF I SUCK AND THEY HATE ME. Actually I have barely worried about that! It's a job, I can do this.
More worrying: MOVING. I still don't have a place. Saw five places last weekend, one was super-sketch, three were fine, one was lovely but the other people would have killed me. None of the three places went with me (including nerdfighters! I AM LEGITIMATELY KIND OF MAD ABOUT THIS.) So instead I'm moving in with family friends out in Needham and continuing to look for apartments. I'm actually going back tomorrow to see three more places. But since I severely doubt I will be moving IN anywhere this week, it's Needham. Which a) makes the commute kind of a pain in the ass and b) means I have no fucking idea what I'm doing with packing. Do I bring everything and stash it in their garage? Do I only bring clothes and my laptop and then come HOME and move everything from there when I do have a place? Will I actually be able to move before November 1?
And then there's the wedding on October 1 I'm attending in Long Island, and I still haven't bought my bus tickets and don't know where I'm going to stay the night before, and my job starts on the 3rd, and I need more work clothes, and I need a new bank account, and the doctor's office screwed up with getting me a prescription to bring with me, and I still don't have my state ID and can't carry my passport everywhere, and I need to get a CharlieCard, and AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA oh my god.
I can get through this. I'm just taking a few minutes to freak the fuck out.
More worrying: MOVING. I still don't have a place. Saw five places last weekend, one was super-sketch, three were fine, one was lovely but the other people would have killed me. None of the three places went with me (including nerdfighters! I AM LEGITIMATELY KIND OF MAD ABOUT THIS.) So instead I'm moving in with family friends out in Needham and continuing to look for apartments. I'm actually going back tomorrow to see three more places. But since I severely doubt I will be moving IN anywhere this week, it's Needham. Which a) makes the commute kind of a pain in the ass and b) means I have no fucking idea what I'm doing with packing. Do I bring everything and stash it in their garage? Do I only bring clothes and my laptop and then come HOME and move everything from there when I do have a place? Will I actually be able to move before November 1?
And then there's the wedding on October 1 I'm attending in Long Island, and I still haven't bought my bus tickets and don't know where I'm going to stay the night before, and my job starts on the 3rd, and I need more work clothes, and I need a new bank account, and the doctor's office screwed up with getting me a prescription to bring with me, and I still don't have my state ID and can't carry my passport everywhere, and I need to get a CharlieCard, and AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA oh my god.
I can get through this. I'm just taking a few minutes to freak the fuck out.
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